Shame on you and congratulations on creating a soul, the balance between Imagination, Will and Desire.
I went through a similar journey in both the Music Business and the TV/ Motion picture business capping it all off with a stint in the News Business. I applaud you for your bravery in telling this story. If only everyone would just stop watching this crap maybe we could heal up a bit, as a people, no?
To your and my defense, the banality of evil is truly deceptive, with the trap of “needing to make a living” thrown in just for laughs.